Kirkland and depression

[SLUDGE FACTORY]

In January the stress of coping with my father's death from Alzheimer's , four years of caring for him and a family break up made me suicidal

I first took 100 paracetamol but woke up , got myself to hospital in Bridgend and they stabilised me but I was on a mission to end my life so as soon as I was released I went home and cut my jugular with a kitchen knife , they patched me up and I was sectioned under the mental health act for two weeks

I am still not right now but slowly getting there

Never suffer in silence

Hats off to Chris Kirkland

[Norfolk Bluebird]

In January the stress of coping with my father's death from Alzheimer's , four years of caring for him and a family break up made me suicidal

I first took 100 paracetamol but woke up , got myself to hospital in Bridgend and they stabilised me but I was on a mission to end my life so as soon as I was released I went home and cut my jugular with a kitchen knife , they patched me up and I was sectioned under the mental health act for two weeks

I am still not right now but slowly getting there

Never suffer in silence

Hats off to Chris Kirkland

Sludge all the best mate hopefully you won't need to suffer in silence, stay strong mate.

[the other bob wilson]

In January the stress of coping with my father's death from Alzheimer's , four years of caring for him and a family break up made me suicidal

I first took 100 paracetamol but woke up , got myself to hospital in Bridgend and they stabilised me but I was on a mission to end my life so as soon as I was released I went home and cut my jugular with a kitchen knife , they patched me up and I was sectioned under the mental health act for two weeks

I am still not right now but slowly getting there

Never suffer in silence

Hats off to Chris Kirkland

Sludge, I'm sure you have friends aplenty, but never forget that you them on here as well.

[joecity]

In January the stress of coping with my father's death from Alzheimer's , four years of caring for him and a family break up made me suicidal

I first took 100 paracetamol but woke up , got myself to hospital in Bridgend and they stabilised me but I was on a mission to end my life so as soon as I was released I went home and cut my jugular with a kitchen knife , they patched me up and I was sectioned under the mental health act for two weeks

I am still not right now but slowly getting there

Never suffer in silence

Hats off to Chris Kirkland

Sludgey Boy you are a good un mate and you fly under the banner of this fine football club. All power to you and your's my man. Best wishes Joe.

[Richyrich]

In January the stress of coping with my father's death from Alzheimer's , four years of caring for him and a family break up made me suicidal

I first took 100 paracetamol but woke up , got myself to hospital in Bridgend and they stabilised me but I was on a mission to end my life so as soon as I was released I went home and cut my jugular with a kitchen knife , they patched me up and I was sectioned under the mental health act for two weeks

I am still not right now but slowly getting there

Never suffer in silence

Hats off to Chris Kirkland

All the best with your battle sludge. You and Kirkland are brave men talking about your struggles. Respect!

[Kitman]

In January the stress of coping with my father's death from Alzheimer's , four years of caring for him and a family break up made me suicidal

I first took 100 paracetamol but woke up , got myself to hospital in Bridgend and they stabilised me but I was on a mission to end my life so as soon as I was released I went home and cut my jugular with a kitchen knife , they patched me up and I was sectioned under the mental health act for two weeks

I am still not right now but slowly getting there

Never suffer in silence

Hats off to Chris Kirkland

and hats off to you fella. Sincerely

[adz-a32]

In January the stress of coping with my father's death from Alzheimer's , four years of caring for him and a family break up made me suicidal

I first took 100 paracetamol but woke up , got myself to hospital in Bridgend and they stabilised me but I was on a mission to end my life so as soon as I was released I went home and cut my jugular with a kitchen knife , they patched me up and I was sectioned under the mental health act for two weeks

I am still not right now but slowly getting there

Never suffer in silence

Hats off to Chris Kirkland

Awwww, if you need help or anything, always hit me up

[Mr Soul '68]

In January the stress of coping with my father's death from Alzheimer's , four years of caring for him and a family break up made me suicidal

I first took 100 paracetamol but woke up , got myself to hospital in Bridgend and they stabilised me but I was on a mission to end my life so as soon as I was released I went home and cut my jugular with a kitchen knife , they patched me up and I was sectioned under the mental health act for two weeks

I am still not right now but slowly getting there

Never suffer in silence

Hats off to Chris Kirkland

Stay strong Sludge!

You are one of my favourite posters on here with your tips about 'birds' and advice on what music I and others should be listening too. It's always totally wrong mind lol. I always look out for your posts as I know they will bring a big smile to my face

Previously you mentioned getting a dog. Have you got one yet? If not, go get one, provided you are strong enough to look after it. They are a good reason to get up in the morning, good company (mine never answers me back like my ex wife and various girlfriends did). After bit of training she nearly always does as I say. Once again unlike various ex's who always did the complete opposite, and as the old saying goes 'they are man's best friend'. I couldn't be without one

[jeepster]

In January the stress of coping with my father's death from Alzheimer's , four years of caring for him and a family break up made me suicidal

I first took 100 paracetamol but woke up , got myself to hospital in Bridgend and they stabilised me but I was on a mission to end my life so as soon as I was released I went home and cut my jugular with a kitchen knife , they patched me up and I was sectioned under the mental health act for two weeks

I am still not right now but slowly getting there

Never suffer in silence

Hats off to Chris Kirkland

That is some serious stuff Sludge,hope you can stay strong and get well.Just think of all the birds out there fella waiting for you to pounce.You are one of the posters on here that always makes me smile thanx.

[Badly Ironed Shirt]

In January the stress of coping with my father's death from Alzheimer's , four years of caring for him and a family break up made me suicidal

I first took 100 paracetamol but woke up , got myself to hospital in Bridgend and they stabilised me but I was on a mission to end my life so as soon as I was released I went home and cut my jugular with a kitchen knife , they patched me up and I was sectioned under the mental health act for two weeks

I am still not right now but slowly getting there

Never suffer in silence

Hats off to Chris Kirkland

Hats off to you too Sludge, I'm sure it can't be easy to talk about your ordeal. I remember when your dad was ill, and some of the family problems at the time. It was obvious back then that you were shouldering a lot of the burden, but what can you do? You had a responsibility to your dad, and from my limited understanding of events, I reckon that you did him proud.

Stay strong mate - I know you only through this forum, and there have been times you have had me in stitches. It's good to see you posting here again and if it helps to unload some shit onto a complete stranger then I am always available.

[Dr Lecter]

In January the stress of coping with my father's death from Alzheimer's , four years of caring for him and a family break up made me suicidal

I first took 100 paracetamol but woke up , got myself to hospital in Bridgend and they stabilised me but I was on a mission to end my life so as soon as I was released I went home and cut my jugular with a kitchen knife , they patched me up and I was sectioned under the mental health act for two weeks

I am still not right now but slowly getting there

Never suffer in silence

Hats off to Chris Kirkland

Shiiit mate, takes some balls to open up like that.

Like most people on here, I only know you through this place but what I'm pretty sure of is this - you're one of life's good guys and the world would be a little bit shitter without you. What you went through with your old man obviously took its toll but the fact that you were willing to go through it speaks volumes about the type of person you are.

Glad to hear your doing better these days and just remember:

1. You did your old man proud mate.

2. If you ever find yourself slipping back downhill, talk to someone - don't suffer in silence.

3. I've got a job lot of Hai Karate you can have at cost price - in my experience classy birds can't resist the stuff.

Look after yourself young man.

[Minion]

In January the stress of coping with my father's death from Alzheimer's , four years of caring for him and a family break up made me suicidal

I first took 100 paracetamol but woke up , got myself to hospital in Bridgend and they stabilised me but I was on a mission to end my life so as soon as I was released I went home and cut my jugular with a kitchen knife , they patched me up and I was sectioned under the mental health act for two weeks

I am still not right now but slowly getting there

Never suffer in silence

Hats off to Chris Kirkland

Stay stronge Sludgy and much respect for this post