life can be so cruel and having to watch on helplessly as a loved one deteriorates at such a rapid rate is the most difficult situation you will ever find yourself in, but through the pain you found the strength to care for your Father, to be present during his time of need, and for that he would've been extremely grateful

your selfless display of love through pain is testament to the quality of guidance your Father has clearly shown you throughout your life, mourn his loss but also rejoice in the fact that you were privileged to have been able to call him 'Dad', it's all we really strive for as doting, loving parents

it's a sad read, but also an emotive outpouring of a daughters love for her Father, rest assured you couldn't have done anything more in the circumstances

lastly, it's important that after a period of reflection and introspection you also take some time out for yourself