Dai, you veer between episodes of lucidity and senility. It's little wonder matron becomes frustrated with your antics.
The moral compass that most lived by when I was a kid in the 1970s has largely disappeared. These days and for many years prior we have had a popular culture that consists of vulgarity and precious little else. The constant need for idle amusement which is satisfied by gazing at a screen of some description has become a necessity for so many.