well aware, bought my first btc around 2013/14 with 20 euros.
With today's prices that Macbook i bought from Overstock is probably the equivalent of a small apartment and the amount of grass routes and good causes I've given too, they'll probably build a statue of me.
Gave loads once to the Kurd's for a farming project in Rojava, if they sat on that they could probably buy a nuclear warhead. And god knows what i spent on the silk road
My stash isn't anywhere near what it used to be but i have no regrets and still try to use BTC as alternative whenever available.
If people are interested in serious investment Simon Dixon does great stuff https://bnktothefuture.com/