That I actually got to Xmas,
3 years of reading celebs and anonymous nobodies that i should lose my general rights as a human being has taken its toll, I've hated being around people, and avoided it when possible, I've been to gigs, pubs and stuff with the person who picks me up when i need it, a very humiiating anxiety attack led me to jack my job in the other week with the idea of a new start, although i have no idea of what that entails at the moment, To start the rehabilitation process i went for a beer earlier this week with 3 people who i trust have my back, it's the 1st time in 3 years i have socialised with anyone other than my nearest and dearest , immediate family or the people i worked with and thats by default of being in the office with them, BTW this person despite vaccination status has never been positive for Covid and thus, has not passed it on to anyone, or has killed anyones granny, or has not taken an NHS bed for someone with Covid.
I guess like most, tomorrow i will be with my parents, children and grandchildren, this is what Xmas is about although it cannot be for everyone. And i will take a moment tomorrow to think of those who have lost a loved one this year.
OH Merry Xmas, HNY and all that