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My girls are now 13 and 18 now so no more spending several hour on a Xmas eve evening putting together a kitchen, or a bike, or a barbie palace.
I remember one year putting a kitchen together with hinges and brackets the lot. Started at about 9pm after they’d gone to bed and I was still up at nearly 3am finishing it. There must have been several hundred screws to screw in, my hand was blistered as I only had a Phillip screwdriver. If it wasn’t Xmas day next day I would have thrown it through the window.
I used to be still wrapping surprise ( to the girls and wife ) presents on Xmas eve, then I had to pop to the " elf drop off centre " after I had finished, often about 8pm, had to drive away, sit up th road of 20 mins
I put together a bike one year, the bloody wheel was so buckled that is would spin past the brake pads, slackened the brakes off, still wouldn't go past it, ending up trying to twist it back to some shape, in the end it would spin, so I just left it ( they refunded me 1/2 the bike price to buy a new wheels in the end )
Felt that pain a few years back, got my youngest one of those plastic ride on tractors, came in a huge box and I stupidly assumed this meant it was assembled and ready to go. A stomach dropping moment around 9pm when I thought I’d just check it out before I wrapped the box…a good 3am before I’d sorted the almost un readable tiny instructions…..live and learn
That I actually got to Xmas,
3 years of reading celebs and anonymous nobodies that i should lose my general rights as a human being has taken its toll, I've hated being around people, and avoided it when possible, I've been to gigs, pubs and stuff with the person who picks me up when i need it, a very humiiating anxiety attack led me to jack my job in the other week with the idea of a new start, although i have no idea of what that entails at the moment, To start the rehabilitation process i went for a beer earlier this week with 3 people who i trust have my back, it's the 1st time in 3 years i have socialised with anyone other than my nearest and dearest , immediate family or the people i worked with and thats by default of being in the office with them, BTW this person despite vaccination status has never been positive for Covid and thus, has not passed it on to anyone, or has killed anyones granny, or has not taken an NHS bed for someone with Covid.
I guess like most, tomorrow i will be with my parents, children and grandchildren, this is what Xmas is about although it cannot be for everyone. And i will take a moment tomorrow to think of those who have lost a loved one this year.
OH Merry Xmas, HNY and all that
Reasons to be cheerful this Xmas : Just Boxing Day out sports drink , stagger home , then think about the next pile of shite New Years where we all allegedly love and care for each other
Within a day some tosser is giving you the V's for his car , unable to wind down the window when asked , a select few CCMB typing in nasty digs .. if you counter argue .
Seeing family members you would only see at Xmas outside of births ,deaths ,and marriage , why is that ??
Season of goodwill be fecked ......
The money you get paid for doing your normal job but just on Christmas.