Problem is that a lot of the time i don't want to do the things that i do, it's like an addiction, if i don't fill my day up being busy then i feel really bad that i haven't done anything productive, It can also leave me feeling a bit depressed. It's like i don't know what else to do with my spare time. Saturday was a bit extreme. I'm 48 in a few weeks, it's not good sometimes, it's a running joke with the neighbours I've been offered relaxation techniques and all that but i can't sit still long enough to do them.