Sorry for the slow reply, although it looks like others here have kept you busy
All my life I have kept an open mind on the possibility of alien life, although if I ever had to make a choice, I would have put money on us not being the only life in the Universe.
However, since the drone story that started at the end of last year, my interest in UFOs/aliens has been reignited. This led me on to the US Congressional hearings in 2023 and 2024, where this topic was being discussed candidly thanks to various high-ranking whistle blowers. We have already had disclosure on UFOs effectively, even though it's not being discussed much in the media, which is interesting in itself.
Now, if we now accept the fact that alien life exists and has visited this planet for decades, it seems reasonable to conclude that we have been visited for millennia. And if so, it would explain a lot of the mysteries surrounding Earth's history (ancient civilisations etc.) and religion, including many stories in the bible. Everything is starting to make sense to me.
The bottom line is, there is much more evidence to support the existence of alien life than the existence of (your) God. I've since learnt of many theories about all life in the Universe being a single consciousness, which has led me down a different spiritual path than you. Quantum physicists are starting to draw similar conclusions about the nature reality and the multi-dimensional universe. Everything is coming together nicely in our collective understanding of reality. And we can expect full UFO disclosure from the Trump administration this year (probably about the only thing they're good for, but that's another topic).