And there you have it! SF, I suspect you wouldn't accept God if Jesus himself popped up in your home tonight to talk to you. I think you would convince yourself that it was an illusion/conjuring trick. I'm afraid you are letting your fellow atheists down with your rants at least they appear to have taken the time to examine and critique Christianity!
It seems you refuse to read anything written about the evidence for God. If you don't want to read the Bible because you believe it's just a book of fairy tales, then how about having a look at Lee Strobel's book The Case for Christ. If no, is it perhaps because you are afraid that it might make sense? Strobel was an avowed atheist, convinced that "people created God because they were afraid of death," and his hedonistic lifestyle revealed no spiritual inclinations whatsoever. Strobel himself admitted: "I lived an immoral, drunken, profane, narcissistic, self-destructive kind of life."
I have read Dawkins's God Delusion and found it to be very interesting with some thought-provoking ideas. I am not afraid to have my understanding challenged, are you?
Take a look at this video by Strobel. It's called "Disproving the Resurrection", the latter being the lynch-pin of Christianity. It will answer a lot of your questions. It's only about 20 minutes long.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M1txIpicCMY
If anyone can disprove the resurrection to me, I would immediately renounce my Christian faith.