Meanwhile, God's Word records the fact that He is the Son of God some 41 times - LINK.
You mix the word of god with your own desires so well you could easily start a cult. It's ironic that a guy called Stephen was the first Christian martyr and people mention the quality of his 'backbone' each and every day, some 2000 years after he died; he's someone who stood up for something factual and life changing, not fictional and fuzzy.